Mid Month In July

Premise -
Been a pretty heavy month, one moment I'm cloud nine then down in the dumps 48 hours later, you take a moment of clarity and well as any writer would you take those experiences and you share it with the world. For those who have been following thank you I hope you've enjoyed everything that I've wrote so far in my life, new comers I hope you all can enjoy as well as I try to write about my experiences and paint you all a lyrical picture.

Hook -
Mid month and it's been pretty defining.
Some of it has been shining and other times it has been incredibly blinding.
For what it's worth I'm not sitting here crying.
Living life as much as I can is better than dying.

Verse 1 -
Look, it's pretty much mid year, mid month, mid time in the summer.
Got the time think about life and all of it's wonders.
Mid July got me on a high and at the same I felt like I died inside.
I'm not talking about death or suicide but when I tried to get ahead I fell back behind.
I remember it was Tuesday working on the grind
Making that money just trying to survive.
5:30 hit and I felt alive
Time to get out this mother fucker enjoy my day got in my ride.
That's when things turned worse. Job called me and said.
"Mr. Bautista we don't need you for the work, your performance was low and the incident on Monday caused for us to terminate you today."
Heh is that really the reason?
Or was it because that bitch really stretched to get me out this season?
I really was warned to not eat chips after 4:15
If you're not kissing ass try and keep your nose clean.

(Damn... they didn't even give me a verbal or written warning what the fuck?)

Hook -
Mid month and it's been pretty defining.
Some of it has been shining and other times it has been incredibly blinding.
For what it's worth I'm not sitting here crying.
Living life as much as I can is better than dying.

Lost my job over some petty shit.
Don't each chips you better come correct.
Even if you touch the blinds get ready to get hit.
You could potentially get cut by the execs. (I shit you not)

Verse 2 -
Moving to thought number 2.
This ones more of a high not feeling so blue.
I've been seeing her for quite some time.
Making up the distance that we have I don't mind.
She lives an hour away.
The thought of seeing you keeps going but kills me everyday.
I wish I can see you at the drop of a dime.
You're my favorite lyric in my music's life line.
Making you smile is always an ever lasting memory.
Burned in my mind I close my eyes and it's you I see.
You got me high on a mental level.
Saturday the 9th was great for an example.
This whole time I've been dying to hold your hand.
Afternoon at Twin Peaks is where we finally stand.
I said "You look cold, you need some warmth?"
That's when you took my hand and I we finally set forth.
Before I thought it was funny how the Beatles wrote on this issue.
But now as we interlock I see how it's important, it's special.
Like before I said we can take it slow.
But I can't help to miss you every time I've got to go.

Hook -
Mid month and it's been pretty defining.
Some of it has been shining and other times it has been incredibly blinding.
For what it's worth I'm not sitting here crying.
Living life as much as I can is better than dying.

Saturday was pretty exciting.
I wish it never ended you got me literally flying.
Every time we hang we getting close.
You are the one I always think of the most.

Verse 3 -
Now that you heard the negatives and positives.
I want to en light on what i did.
I grinded out and submitted applications.
This Monday I scored an interview no down time for Justin.
Let's get it I still look forward to this year.
I'll get it locked down trying to get a career.
Job security is all I need.
Determination is what I breathe.
You had me down for a moment in time.
I'm not gonna stop now I'm ready to shine.
It's only been mid month It's a crazy story.
Now it's stored in my mind's inventory.
Another tale to tell
For everybody who hears this, this shits for real.
Mid Month In July is crazy as hell...

Hook x2 -
Mid month and it's been pretty defining.
Some of it has been shining and other times it has been incredibly blinding.
For what its worth I'm not sitting here crying.
Living life as much as I can is better than dying.

Restless

Today it's whatever comes to mind since I can't manage to fall asleep.

Heavy on the motivate legs dragging trying to escape.
The only thing on his mind is the mission to find sublime.
Stuck on the daily grind with the only distraction that's divine.
Trying to stay chill but time is nipping on his heels trying to recreate
what had happen on that one day.

life happens and time goes on, the effort is enough trying to stay strong.
when there isn't anything around he gets the grasp to keep everything on the ground.
this life is hectic,
trying to get up
to move up
to get on
and get out
the silence is so loud.
we cut to grab a hold of whatever it is before it turns cold.